I'm A Good Actor..

After wat happen to us,i dont know how i describe my feeling.its just so hurt n pain.
everyday i cant stop thinking about u,i just wonder wat u do now.
did u happy?did u ok?i just keep think n worried about u.yes,i know i'm nothing to u to care u or worried u.
i have lost my right,but the truth i'm worried n still care you.i wish i can make u happy like last time.
we know in fb then through phone,u said u love n happy text with me,yeahhh....tat wat i want to do everyday till i go,
everyday when saw u at school,all i do is staring u coz i have lost every rite,i wish to says something to u..
but who i think i'm?"hey dude,u dont have no more rite da.u have failed,coz u have born to be failure la!!"
Tats,wat my heart says to me,yes i admit,i'm failure..not just me says i'm failure,everyone said tat i'm failure...
i know who i am..i'm nothing but a troublemaker.
Well i have the fears,the pain and the tears in the inside,i just cant hide it no more and,
i cant make it disappear.all i can do is to act nothing happen n pretend to be happy.
coz i wan u to see me happy cause u always said to me,tat u will sad if see me sad.
gurl,make u smile is wat i ever wanted to do when i'm with u,i wish u can take all my happiness n give me all ur sadness to me,coz i want always to see ur smile n laugh,u have a cute laugh u know?
damn!!i miss ur laugh,i will do anything to make u laugh back.
just dont give up,i will try n try till i do..
tat is my promise to u..


hmm..i'm one good actor,no one know how sad i'm...
beside,someone said,u are lucky guy coz u are rich n have dream life...
i just smile n says thank to god..
but the truth,i'm dying,goin down slowly..
when the time have come,tears are not allow.
gurl,just be urself..
Tats all..




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