Me..

remember dis?dis wat u said at ur blog along time ago...
every words,every action u do n everything..
i never forget baby <3

Hi Reader...if  I Have a Reader ..hmm...ok..

How was me?the truth i'm dying slowly...my sickness n my days getting worst n worst...

but i still can give my smile to my beloved friends..if i got friends :/...

the day after i break up with my beloved gurl...my life...truly upside down....

my heart cant take the fact tat she is leaving...my mind too...same goes to me..i just love her so much..

and i promise i will wait for her..and i will..she just nid sometimes...take all my time..coz i'm lifeless rite now..so no nid any of my times..i tried to fix our relationship..really wan to fix it coz i really love dis relationship..

i know she still love n care me...she just confused...and i understand...

hmm..idontknw how could dis happen to me...from the joke from guy to guy become serious to her..

wtf...its just a joke n silly thing..coz tat want break?but its ok..i dont blame her...

she just love me too much..like i love her...1st after break..we are special friends..hmm..just like couple but jus not couple..so i'm ok..we just fine...we skype,we kiss through the phone n we on the phone..

u always give me very very long kiss...hmm..i miss tat kiss...then after our 4month anniversary suddenly...when i woke up...everything change..i dont know why...n i dont understand...

she is too complicated..but i tried to understand her...hmm..she ask me we should stop n be just a friends...

and tat time..my heart suddenly stop beating...and feel like something cut it through...it so hurt tat no one can ever imagined...hmm...tat time i ask my god why dis happen to me..and why not just take my life..and stop dis pain n suffer...but as usual no answer...hmm..we are friends...but i treat u like my gurl...my love to u never dies,never less beside it more n more...

Baby,

I gave you all I had but It wasn't enough to make you mine... :|

Silent words across a screen....How could they mean so much to me...I promised myself I would not cry....Then a silent tear falls from my eye...What did I do..what did I say.. :/

To make you change your mind, the day you went away... :'(

Everyday...waiting for a sign...To let me know...you might still want to be mine...Andother day comes and goes,I want to write, but I can't...

I know....You said you love me more than I love you...Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?Why did you say you loved me?Then turn around and set me free?...I love you and want you..

But I know I can't make you love me...but yet,i still tried to steal ur heart back..

i open my eyes,i tried to get up..but i cant remember how...and i cant stand the pain..and i cant make it go away..sometimes i think i could dis happen to me..i make my mistake..no way to run...nite goes on..

everybody screaming..i tried to make a sound but no one hear me..and iwan start dis over again..

when i 1st knew n meet u...baby,i cant explain wat happen n i cant explain why i love you...

I Still Nid You Dear :'(

And...

 Gurl,

I Dont know why...i love you so much..but you always wan make me hate her n make me annoy..

and i tried to ask you if tat true tat you wan me hate you...then you said 'Yes'....tat time i felt so down...

but i pull myself together..i pujok n pujok..then you let me to wait n love you...

tat time all my friends..can see my original n big smile on my face :D...

after tat i got football match...and i score an opening goal..they all said i play memang style xD..

dis is because of you..you make me happy...and then my brother acol text me..said tat our lepak n eat eat cancel -.-..then i go home...hmm..i feel so much better now..coz the words 'I Love You' for the 1st time after we being friend u said to me...u know how happy when u said tat u love me??

just a 3 words..but alot meaning for me...i know u are suffer n same with me..but i promise to u..we will make it..i just nid u to hold my hand..tats all..

i will lead u the way...hold it..tighly..dont ever let it go..
bab,hold my hand?give me the answer..after finish read dis :)
iloveyousomuchbaby :-*

How can you " sm_le " Without " I "?
How can you be " l_ve " without " I "?
How can you " w_sh " Without " I "?
How can you be a " fr_end " without " I "?
" I " am very important...
But this " I " can never achieve S_ccess without " U "

Wat i love about u

-u cute

-u kind

-u care me

-everything <3

When u..
-hurt

-lonely

-nid friends

-nid help
-anything

just ask it from me :)

"Faith,Trust And Hope"

(iloveyousomuch and iwontgiveuponyou)