Past

hello reader!!

read my title? past! yes, want know why i

wrote it as a past? will tell ya :)

ok, last week, 14 september 2012

i go back to my old house, the house where everything start.

why i go back to my old house? i got my own reason.

when the moment i past the door, everything flash back my memory

oh god! how i miss my old life, my old family and my old me!

i go upstair to check my mom room, gosh! nothing change

i still can feel how happy i'm when stay there, just like

it happen yesterday, so fresh!

the tears want go out but still, i be strong n hold myself.

i go through the house. remember all those sweet memory with my mom 

and my brothers.

the joke,the love and everything! only god know how much

i miss those thing. after finish see the house,

i decided to stay a night at the house,

i slept at my mom room, to be honest i didnt sleep, 

i cry myself to sleep,

i already being strong for damn too long :(

i just want this to be over .

Ya allah, Please help me :'(

i think i'm done with this post so

byeee.

To be Continue. . .