In This World I Only Have My Friends

we may be different , but it wont stop our friendship. .
the ship that wont be sink. . .
"FRIENDSHIP"

page 13 of june, 1:38Am. . .

still awake, cant sleep well.. and not really feeling well...

in the same time not in the mood coz of something . . .

hmm. . . ok how was me?? so far i'm ok, sometimes moody and sick. . .

this thursday got saringan, tat will be fuck. . .coz 

i can't recover tat fast mannn!! but anything lahh

just now chat with acol and miann. . . normal chat..when i chat with her, i still got the feeling like the first time i chat with her...kinda miss her and we used to be damn close but

noww ..hmmm . .

my life full with sorrow, my family day by day tearing apart. . .

i just feel like want to stop all this, take the pain away. . . 

take the easy way. . . hmm, nevermind my problem i handle it lah

but i think i consider lucky coz still have my awesome friends,

especially, acol,ayai,desmond,euwen,zach,brandon and everyone lahh. . .

but sometimes i feel like left out je. . . u know..they all form 5 and i form 4. . . 

wat happen to me when they all finish school dy? who i gonna hang out with?

see? how pathetic i'm. . but nevermind lah. . .

i dont really want to talk about so yeahh. .. 

ciao. . . take care all :)