Sometimes I Feel like, I Doesnt Belong In This World. .

At chatime with james sim,and picture taken by james sim
and thank for the bubble teat James Sim :P

hi, how was me? hmm, i dontknow. .  .

u know what? i feel like i doesnt belong in this world. . . 

i can't make everyone happy or cheer anyone, just like everyone said to me. . . 

i'm good in nothing, yes i  admit , i'm useless. . . 

but everyday n nite i tried to make everyone proud,

especially my mom n my family,

i dont know whether i've my friends or not,

yes i've my true friends like Acol, Ayai And Ayau. . . 

they always with me to help,teach,advise and nag at me...

oh yes, especially nag at me xD. . .and

they all i jarang jumpa so feel like hmm, tah la. . . 

but other then they all, i dont have any friends, that the fact. . . 

i can look at all of my fake friends faces that obviously 

hate me or dislike me, 

and summore, ayai,acol and ayau we didnt hang out like before, so yeahh i feel kinda lonely. . 

dont know who i want to ajak hang out, but lucky got james sim, but sometimes

james also busy with his life, so now, i'm alone...

u can call me forever alone, coz it's true :)

i don't know how long can i stay strong,

bad thing keep hitting me in the face over n over again,

just like it never end, day by day was very slow for me. . .

i've to deal with it anyway,

i doesnt complain about it i just wan to share it, spread it out before 

i explode xD

and now i know, i'm better on my own. .  .

anything just keep it, its doesnt matter anymore. .  .

i'll deal with it,keep it and solve it by my own.  .  

cause its my burden and my problem not everyone . . . 

so yeahh. . . 

i'm done now, thank for read this, if u read la . . .

BYE n Take Care Everyone