Another sleepless nite :(

Hi reader n stalker, hmm now its 4:47AM. . .
Still cant sleep, not i dont want to sleep but i cant sleep :(
Its already 3month past dy, her picture doesnt get out from my mind,
I jus wondering, did her miss me like i do?
I bet NO :( but i hope "Yes" . . .
I hate when the day come nite coz in that solitary moment, my mind keep asking about her, but the harders part is, i can tell anything to my heart n my mind. . .
all my friends said to me, "its ok yinn, time will heal n cured u" , but they wrong :(
Its just make me more suffer. . . I miss when the first time iknew n text her,
Everything is easy as breathing, but today doesnt look easy like before, i jus have her sexy picture tat she give me n the HEART. . .
And YES i still keep those thing in my wallet,
Everyday i look at myself in the mirror n start asking what was my mistake?
Don't she ever feel guilty?hmm, i jus know tat 99% that she never love me, but because of 1% that keep me waiting for her. . .
Ohgod! I miss her, the memories never faded on my mind,
I jus miss the day i purpose her to be my wife, and she said YES :')


"I'm so glad because u used to be mine, and when we both grow up, n that time u were single I'll marry you, that is a promise, i love u truly n forever will be, if u think i stop loving you, you are wrong, i just stop showing it "

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