My wish :/

can i have u as my birthday present??
just for a day? :(

Eh, Look . . . its already 2:01AM, and today is my birthday xD.  . .
haha, hmm actually nothing special, just nothing . . .  my family? haha, they all never remember a single detail about me, sad riteee??? yeahhhh i know :) . . .
but it's ok, i get used to it . . hmm . . .  i wish, today she will layan me or accompany me, just for today also i will be thankful to god . . .
and i wish my mum will be better just like before . . . hmm that all i wan in dis world god :') . . u can take all my money or everything tat i own, but please give me dis 2 wish, tat all i ever wanted :/ . . . 
god, everyday i pray for u to change my life but u never ever answer my prayers :'(
how sadddd . .  . but today is my special day, can u god?? just for today , i don't wan other things except for this 2 wish . yes god, i look desperate rite? i know . i just feel empty n lonely, u take her away just like u take my happiness n my old life, but i never lost faith on you god . .  .
because i know, u will make something so much better rite?? but 
i really do wan dis two thing . . . pleaseeeeeeee god . . . just from u i ask, help ur humble n weak creature . . give me a little miracle on my life, pleasee god . . .  i begged :'( . . . tat all i wan . . .
Amin . . . .