i'm yinn

Hello Everyone, how was me? kinda suck wei. seriously -.-
she even not care about me da, but oh well, i try to move on. she fall to other, but its ok, i just hope she get her choice n happy with it, n hope she will never regret someday just like she regret meet me n fall in love with me.
i try n try to make our relationship better n stronger but, dont know la. always fail  wan. but its ok,
i had try my best dy, i not give in up u know? i just let god do his job, coz i believe in god, god will help me someday, i know i just know it.
today she inbox me, telling tat she dont feel good being bad, gurl, who ask u be bad? who meh? did i ask u?? u can be urself, and dont says sorry, wat past is past. i forgive n forget tat how i live.
u wan know the truth? the truth is, i still care n love you, why? because  u are miann n i love u, no other reason need,
but i had to move on, dis is harders decision tat i wan to make, but i must.
yes, i admit i gonna miss you, rite now also i cant stop thinking about u or stop miss you, i just miss our conversation, our sport n everything. but let it remain in my memory, coz its just left nothing but a memories.
just now go school, i learn many thing, all my friends tell me something, abit sad when i hear it, they says something, something tat i dont expect, keep asking me to move on n move on, yes tat wat i wan to do, n they keep saying tat i have soft heart n please dont be so kind. but tat who really i'm, tat is yinn. i not kind or good boy, for the truth i damn bad, just everyone didnt see yet, 
and someone tell me tat she saying tat i'm weird, gurl, i'm not weird, i love u so much even u hurt me so bad, its sound weird to u coz u never love someone so badly like i do,
and they says also i always know ur secret, yes, i always know ur secret coz when we love someone, we try as hard as we can to know about her then she do,
and today also i doin something unexpected, coz i says sorry to Anwar, hahahaa...
yes i admit it, i lost he won, i said sorry dy, but he act macho n ego, feel like wan to kick his ass but let him, n for ur information, i said sorry coz i dont wan any reveage,jealous or anything, i wan to let all go,
i already change coz of her,she make me change, n lastly, i wan be mature, coz fight because a gurl tat even not care about me?damn, its really waste my time, yes, i love her n care her, yes i sayang her n trust her and yes she is my everything but she never do the same toward me.
i know dis day will come, but i dont expect it end like dis, but it already happen, u said u kena karma thing, for the truth, i dont u kena pown, ijust wan see u happy but if u already kena, nothing i can do coz its life rule, u do good thing u will repay by good thing, so i wan u  take care urself, if u nid anything u can find me, 


miann,
I M Sorry Of Being So Emotional
I M Sorry Of Being So Possessive
I M Sorry That I Cry For You
I M Sorry Because I Cant Live Without You

I M Sorry For The Tears You Shed
I M Sorry For The Damage I Made
I M Sorry Ive Made You Sick
Sorry I Hurt You So Deep

I M Sorry For Giving You Sleepless Nights
I M Sorry For Each And Every Fight
I M Sorry For Your Pain & Agony
I M Sorry For The Missing Harmony

I M Sorry For My Selfish Love
I M Sorry For Not Caring Enough
I M Sorry For My Restlessness
I M Sorry For The Losing Grace

I M Sorry My Friend I Made You Mad
I M Sorry Darling You Are So Sad
Sorry For Not Giving You Any Happiness
Sorry Because Its My Disgrace

I M Sorry For Thinking Of You So Very Much
I M Sorry I Always Miss Your Touch
I M Sorry Of Being So Mad About You
I M Sorry For My Every Blue
I M Sorry Of Being So Immature
I M Sorry Now That Cant Be Cured
I M Sorry Of Being Myself
I M Sorry That Ive Failed

I M Sorry And Sorry Again
I M Sorry Of Being Insane
But Believe Me That I Love You
Should I Say Sorry For That Too ???


i still remember when u promise this thing:-
you said n promise always..
but you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore?you said n promise forever...but You Meant a few months?
you said n promise you loved me..
you meant I was no different from any other boy??


but,

When i said always,
i meant till the end.
When I said forever,I meant every day until I died..When I said I loved you,I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

I Swear To My God Dis Is The Truth :'(..

"Girl,iwaitforyou"