Why I Cant? :'(

baby please dont leave me...i cant live without u
my life without u is like a flower without sun..when u go away i start
to die slowly...tats how i feel...
i really wan  be with u in the rest of my life..
really baby :'(..
please,second chance?

Hmmm...i just had a bad day..I So Sad...
My Hand Bleeding coz of Something...My Phone broken into 2 of pieces....hmm..
Just Had A Fight....
hmm...Haizzz...i'm so pathetic...
today damn no mood..but when chat with my gurl in fb its make me feel better....
just u can wipe out my tears n my sadness....how sad i'm...if i be with u i feel so warm,so safe,so happy,so comfortable,feeling so much better and ur words tat u give me make my days..

even now we are tearing apart..but when i talk to u or inbox with you i feel so happy...
i know u still love me n care about me...hmm...i just cant let u go..i just cant...
and i know...i'm annoying...stupid,idiot,jerk coz cant take the fact tat u are leaving...
i really cant...coz...
i too love you...u show me how to love...not how to let it go...u teach me alot of things..
u make me feel better when i hurt so bad...when i shared my problem to u..i feel like...
my stress are go away...u just can make me smile n make my day by ur words n ur lips..
i'm sorry coz i cant let u go...i dont know wat to do...u said want be just a friends...its hurt me alot...
coz i cant...i just cant...u too special for me...u are not just a friends...
u are mine true n my 1st love...
please...dont leave me...i feel so lonely rite now...i keep ask myself why u do tat decision if u really do love me...i cry cry cry for u...my tears wont stop till i get u back....i keep dream about u...
i keep imagine about u...i cant study coz i just cant take the fact...i dont know  why...
i give u all my trust, my love, my heart and my everything for u...
baby...please dont throw tat away...
i can do wat ever to get u...even its take my breath away...
my love to you is too big...my trust to you is something i cant explain....
my care for u is something peoples cant understand...
u just like 1 in the million...
i derserve second chance...u said u give me already second chance coz tat time u ask break...
but actually its not fair...coz u ask to break coz of we cant contact...not my fault and not ur fault..
and now..its my fault...so give me a second chance...i need it...i believe n i know i can be the one..
i can do it..i can show to u..i can prove to... but all i ask is to give me a second chance..
if dis time i failed...i'll let u go..and we can be friends..
and about the letter u give me..its hurt me ..i'm crying when i read tat letter...really baby...
how girly am i rite??says wat u wan to says...
i dont care..Please baby..i beging..give me another chance....
i wont let u down..i promise....i wont give up on u...
please??? if u do love n care about me...
you give me a chance... tat if u really do sayang....
prove to me please???prove by giving to me chance...
i always here for u...please dont walk away like other peoples tat
dont care me anymore...just walk away n keep ignore me... please :'(



I LOVE YOU CHENG CHIN MIANN...
I CARE,SAYANG,TRUST AND MISS YOU...
U GIVE ME TAT CHANCE...I PROMISE I WONT LET  U DOWN...
DO IT IF U REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
LOVE,CARE,SAYANG,TRUST ABOUT ME...
TATS ALL I ASK...
NOW UR DECISION TO PROVE IT...
BUT I CAN TELL U DIS..IF U GIVE ME TAT CHANCE...
I'LL MAKE U HAPPY...I WONT HURT U..IF I DO...I JUST HURT U WHEN
I HUG U TIGHTLY...
PLEASE? :/




The Truth...
I'm suffer without u..
i'm sad without u...
i no longer feel like living...
i wont give up on u..
i love u till death come invite me...
i'm stress without u...
i cant control myself without u...
i cant take the fact...
and...everynite i really pray to my god tat...
i will get u back..and u will give me a chance...
i really do it if u want to know...i swear baby...
 coz just u wat i ever want in dis worlds...
that the truth baby...
please k???
if u dont want me suffer..then give me second chance...
if really dont want to see me suffer n u really care about me n love me...