Wake Up And Tears Rolling Down My Cheek :'(

Baby miann, I NEED yOU..I MISS YOU....
I'LLWAIT FOR YOU FOREVER

 9/8/11 Blackdot For My Life 

hmm..i dont know wat to says..
i dont know wat happen between me n my gurl...
she read my inbox then suddenly pissed off...
i know tats is my fault..but its already past la...damn long...i had try my best to explain to her...but dont want to listen to me...i'm sad...i lifeless rite now..i tried to call her..she didnt pick up..tried to text..she didnt reply..hmm..
she said she love me..she care about me..yeah i know..but why dont to hear my explain..??
then suddenly u ask to break up...i felt so down n sad...dont know wat to do...my tears start to fall...
i cry for her..the 1st gurl tat i cry...i love her so much..i love cheng chin miann so much..tats why i cry...i dont want u leave my life...i cant live without u...i'm so pathetic :(...
please...i go to school 100% not in the mood...
when i saw her..i felt like wan to cry..coz in my heart said...
I gonna lose The most important gurl n perfect gurl in my life...but i tahan my tears from being drop coz i'm a guy...hmm..
then after tat...u reply my inbox...i stay back just for u...just for u baby...i'm puasa...dont u know wat mean puasa???
but when i try to meet u..to talk about it...u dont wat to talk to me...how dissapointed i'm...
but its jus a minutes...coz i try to think at her way...i know she afraid to cry,afraid tat i hurt her again n afraid to see me sad....hmm...but now i'm sad...u leave me alone in dis pathetic life...
hmm..then go home...after that...inbox her then she replied...i cry i cry i cry..cant sleep 2 days coz thinking of u...
then suddently i got strenght..dont know come from where...i stop crying...then said to her something positive...hmm..its work to make her feel better...i ask her to think about it..and yes she think about it...i can sleep tat nite..then

I Had A Dream..Tat Dream So Realistic....

I Dream About U We Be Together Again...

In Tat Dream...U Promise Me Wont Leave Me And I Smile...

Coz To Happy..But Suddenly I Wake Up And Find IT Just A Dream :'(
Check My Cheek Got My Tears Rolling On My Cheek...And I Know..

We Still In Complicated Relationship..hmm..

I Felt So Down...I Want U So Badly...
I Need You...

Then I Inbox U And Tell About Tat Dream..

Awwww...tat Time I Can Feel Ur Love and how much u care about me..

coz u ask me...But I Feel Like I SYOK SENDIRI :(

Coz When i says i love you..u wont reply or said tat u love me too..

hmm..

And Now...I Dont Know Wat Happen..How Much I Try To Pujok Her...

She keep Saying Wan To Break...n dont waste time...her reason to break coz she dont want couple coz of tired...i know i have alot hurt u...i'm Sorry...
I Give U Time To U Think...
Please Think Wisely...please...
I'll Wait For u...

Think About Dis:-

Dis Wat U Really Want??/
U Dont Love me???
U Dont want me anymore??
Dont U Care About Me???
Dont My Words Does Not Meaning Anything To U??
U Really Want Leave Me ALone??
Is Dis Way Make U Happy???
Dont U Know How Much  I need ,Love,Trust,Care You???











 
The Things Tat I Want U TO dO:-

Please Remember Our Promise And I'll Remember Mine

Please Dont change Ur Pass and Blog Link :'(
Please Dont Ever Forget Me :/

Please Give Me Second Chance
everyone derserve second Chance :(

 My Promise To U:-
I'll Wait For U..
I Just Love You one...
Remember our Promise...
Take Care U...
I'll Change For U...
I Wont Leave You...
Wont Lie To U,Just The Truth...

Baby,Please Give Me A Second Chance...

I Love You So Much...
I Need You...

Wat Ever Happen...

I ALWAYS lOVE You Cheng Chin Miann..

And Always Be Yours...

I'm Waiting For u <3