The Things Tat I Fear The "Most"

Wat Is Fear?
fear is all about wat we afraid of...dont care weather its things,animal,ghost or feeling...
fear its hard to face or to get rid of it from urself...coz its make us human..
everyone fear of somethings...wat about me??i also have fear of something rite?...
yes,i do...the things tat i fear the most is to losing someone tat i really love...beside then tat...
the thing tat i fear the most is being reject...and now wat i feel rite now..afraid to be reject "Again"...
i feel like want to propose my baby to take me back n be my gurl back...but i afraid she will reject me again..
i know i have hurt her alot..and i know she still love me...
every day n nite i think about dis..i cant sleep...i dont know how to deal with it..
i'm so weak..cant face my fear...
last friday,when i saw her,i cant do nothing..i dont dare to talk to her..everytime i saw her..i felt so sad...
coz..i have lost my beloved gurl...and all i can do is..stare at her from far...
i tried to talk n accompany her after school..but,i had lose my rite...
hmm..idontknowwathappentome...i really love her..
dis is the 1st time i feel dis way to a gurl...hmm...
if she reject my propose...i dont know wat to do..i had tried my best...to win her heart back..had tried my best to..
get her faith...and i already give all my best...
hmm...but i'll will propose her anyway..when i think she is ready..


dis is my last words to says...
baby,if u accept me back..
I cant promise to u"I'll never make u cry"
But I'll make u smile before ur tears get dry...

I cant promise to u"I'll never tell lie to u"But If I do, I do it for a reason, some day I'll tell u why...

I cant promise to u"we'll never have a fight"
But I'll say I'm really sorry when I realize u were right..

I cant promise to u"Life together will be... easy & bright"
But when things get tough...I'll hold u tightly n past it together ....

cause relationship without tears,lie or fight...

its will be no...sweet words,

saying sorry,share the truth,ask for forgiveness..

hug n kiss..

and..and..

actually...

I got nothing more to says,
I got nothing more to prove.....
But Always remember Baby....
♥ I love you forever & Wont give up on You! ♥